—

階

2012-01-10T14:24:00.001+08:00

一次

兩次

三次

四次

五次

。。。

再沈重的步伐，

熟練後

会顯得輕盈；

\

再挫折的階梯，

終究會

變得輕而易舉，

\

越挫越勇，

人總會努力

讓自己免疫。

—

重生

2012-01-07T01:30:00.005+08:00

——

无地自容的沉重

如影随形

够了！重生！重来！

——

离题了，走偏了；

从何开始我让那恶魔般的占有欲

吞噬心灵，糟蹋自己？

承认了最终的不堪；

面对了，坦诚了；

崩溃了，却苏醒了。

再次执笔，

将此刻的温暖，坚持与信念

铭记心中，牢牢的。

我会化成隐形的人

掩饰我伤痕

给你我的体温好帮你你驱走寒冷

看不见也能感受心疼

答应自己，

我会变得更加坚强。

——

保护色

2012-01-04T13:16:00.004+08:00

原来

真心可以变成一种挥霍

原来

说爱可以变得如此低级

原来

一个女孩为了保护一个男孩会不经意把爱往嘴边挂

原来

坦荡荡的爱轻易说出口的爱在别人眼中会不经意变成一种廉价商品

因为太轻易，所以不再珍惜？
因为太轻易，仿佛不费力气？
因为太轻易，似乎没他不行？

一颗真心
像易碎的玻璃
却一再的被狠狠摔

为了别人变得赤裸变得真率

却差点忘了骨子里我也有一颗需要被呵护的自尊心

——

沉默

2012-01-03T01:14:00.002+08:00

好想拥抱你

拥抱错过的勇气

——

对不起，

我已经没有勇气

再伪装得没关系

再假装自己不爱你

——

独白

2011-12-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

她说

——

仰郁的心情

往往就像　过云雨

只要你愿意

——

要不然咧？

她还能怎样？

打从开始，这爱恋，就是场自导自演的独角戏。

她

的勇敢沉沦，她的剖心告白，她的全盘付出，她的每一刻等待；

／

没错，爱情就像拔河，不可能只有单方面的拉扯；

／

而他

的角色，就只有内疚与自责，再来就是死命的逃亡，再逃亡；

偶尔为了弥补自己给不了的爱意，转过身来给予少许的嘘寒问暖，或是以一个普通朋友的语气，打闹，哈啦。

她，由始至终，都把这些微不足道的交流与关心，视如宝贝，紧紧往心里面挂。

一次，再一次的，沉醉，

也许，他这次会觉悟，自己有多好；

一次，再一次的，碰壁，失望，崩溃，流泪

明明早就知道，那只是一个场礼貌上的交际。

一次，再一次的，为他的沉默，圆场，下台

依然相信，他是个善良，正直的好男人；　他没错，他只是，不爱我。

然后

一次，再一次的，振作，坚强，

或许有一天他回头，我依然勇敢的站在原地

就这样

这场戏

就这样

没完没了的

持续上演

／
　／　
／

甚至
还在期待

也许有一天

他会发现

真正爱他的人

独自守着伤悲

　。

梦醒时分

2011-11-13T12:56:00.002+08:00

眼睛张开的瞬间，

眼前的一切变得真实

呼吸着大口大口的空气

心疼得让人不知所措

——

梦里

你挽着她的手

与我擦肩

而过

是多么的真实；

依然感觉到那尴尬的气息，

依稀感觉到自己努力ㄍㄧㄣ住，却想要表现坚定的眼神

依然心痛

——

也许

潜意识里

，

我依然害怕面对

——

梦醒时分，

忽然想牢牢抓紧些什么

。

——

. . . .... .. .. . . .

2011-11-01T14:08:00.002+08:00

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

心一跳

愛就開始煎熬

每一分每一秒

. . . .... .. .. . . .

火在燒

燒成灰有多好

叫思念不要吵

...... . . . ... . .. .. . . .

得不到也不要乞討

怎麼做不需要別人轉告

在陷得太深的海底

我也只剩下我自己能依靠

. . . . . .... . . .

我相信我已經快要是真的我快要

快要可以微笑

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

心若卷了

2011-10-31T01:03:00.002+08:00

泪也干了

这份深情

难舍难了

多么希望

你在

。

告解

2011-10-01T02:26:00.002+08:00

对不起
，

今天
在公车上
忍不住偷偷多看了他几眼。

一个和你长得很像的男生。

一年了。

原来，
我依然那么爱你。

灰。蓝

2011-06-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

雨都停了，这片天还灰什么呢？
我还记得你说我们要快乐。

俗语说，人，总爱往鸡蛋里挑骨头；
对她来说，爱上一个人，总爱往一堆残局里搜寻微不足道的美好记忆。

-

请原谅她，覆水难收；
她不曾忘记，与自己握手打勾，爱他的当儿，自个儿好好活。
她不曾忘记，爱上他的那刻起，必须秉持信念，携带微笑，淡看感情。

请原谅她，选择拥抱希望；
她可以用泪水冲洗悲伤，哭过再微笑着给他温柔给他希望。
只要他愿意，只要他不抗拒。

请原谅她，一味的自作多情。
她需要少许的勇气，去经营，去等待，去爱。

请原谅她，一不小心超载的关心。
她知道，那会给他压力。

-

寂寞不痛，痛在做梦，

会不会有那么一天，
你要我原谅你迟来的爱意？

-

灰；
那风一般挥不去，却也留不住的丝丝情绪

蓝，
那埋藏心中止不住，却无能为力的淡淡忧郁

-

请允许我，继续爱你。

没关系

2011-05-01T13:29:00.006+08:00

原来那“也许”选择题，
答案为C。

差一点就认为，自己免疫了。
差一点就认为，伤口不痛了。
差一点就认为，雨后必会放晴。

好不容易重生，
却再一次被宣告死亡。

兜兜转转，
再次回到了原点。

没关系，
只要他好，

她没关系...

龟苓

2011-04-20T15:28:00.009+08:00

龟，

心旋短时间内急速升温，再紧急煞车似的降温冷却。

物理规律；即万物遇热膨胀，遇冷收缩，
分子负荷不来忽冷忽热的变化，挤压，热胀冷缩，随之爆裂。

人心，也不过如此。

是错误的假象？也许，只不过是单方面的假想。

短短两天内，内心的挣扎呐喊，
一觉醒来，忽然变得清晰透彻。

她沉醉，她深陷，
只不过是单方面的情感与遐想。
而他，无需负责。
短短一天内的相知与相会，她告诉自己，要知足。
虽筋疲力尽，但内心却是满满的，暖暖的。
她期待爱情，却不奢望他的回应。
这一切，不应基于偿还，责任或携带任何慈悲的枷锁。

她爱胡思乱想。

也许，
她不是他盘中菜；
也许，
他对这忽来的爱意不知所措，
也许，
他内心早已有了另一个她，
也许，
他真的没收到她的简讯
也许，
他只不过想专心打拼，努力。

也许，或许，如果，可能。。？

对于无法掌控的未知数；
她学乖了。

眼泪，就让它往内心流；
发泄了，瓦解了，雨天过了，
她会重拾笑容，笑看明天的。

就如他所说，
我俩，不属于任何人。
你我，
都是属于自己的。

缘分拉近彼此，
却在错的时间。

她想他，却不知如何开口说话。
她等他，却不知该如何表达。

那勇气，来自哪里？
火星？

我想，是那颗纯纯爱他的心。

龟苓。归零

就让一切归零，回到原地，
让真心带领彼此的途径。

直到两条平行线，再度交会的一天。

加油。

苓。

another end of a broken dream

2011-03-22T10:59:00.006+08:00

略见曙光；
鼓起勇气探索，抓摸，
发现，
哈，
看似无边深渊的尽头
只不过是梦的另一端

而梦的背后是什么？
是另一场
又一场

的梦。

梦醒时分

2011-01-31T16:48:00.003+08:00

望着
你俩的合照
一秒
一分钟
一个小时

太久了
忘了打从何时起，
自己变成了外人
一个不折不扣的
外人。

是啊，
我本来就不属于你的世界。
是梦，
一场发了好久好久好久的梦。
一个，
以为会美梦成真的好梦。
呵呵，
哈哈哈哈，

笨呐，
好笨好笨啊自己。

你有资格吗你?! !
发什么傻梦啊你?!!

拜托...
远离我吧...

雨

2011-01-09T16:37:00.005+08:00

很抱歉，这，是一个悲伤的雨天。

真的，很想让你知道，
你不是一个人，有我。

终于，鼓起勇气简单的问候了。
一分钟，两分钟，半小时，一小时，两小时...
就这样，两天了。
手机冷冷的静静的躺着。
而心，
就这样冷冷的静静的疼着。

我的关心，
就这样一文不值吗？

源源不绝的真心，
真的快要干涸了吧。

总是这样
静静的呐喊
悄悄的流泪
冷冷的心碎

请原谅我的悲伤。
雨停了，天仍是阴的。

但却该擦干眼泪，
变回坚强勇敢了。

please, just leave...

2011-01-03T11:12:00.004+08:00

she says, no
happily never after
that just ain't for me
because finally
i know

i deserve better, after all....

never let another tear drop fall

goodbye my love

2010-12-30T19:13:00.004+08:00

空

2010-11-08T12:56:00.003+08:00

空谈空想空缺空虚空荡荡...

2010-11-01T15:32:00.004+08:00

又是一篇突发奇想。

最近很爱一个人赖在家，窝在房间；
一件宽松T恤一件短裤轻松自在无拘无束；
高兴就对着镜子翩翩起舞上网聊天；
不高兴就仰身躺在床上用枕头捂住耳朵眼睛嘴巴鼻子；
肚子饿了到厨房弄点吃的再不然咖啡可可冻饮料外卖过一餐；
有拼劲儿就边连戏剧边面子书通宵达旦赶作业；
反之就一把赖在客厅躺在沙发对着电视发呆等天亮。

倦了必须去面对种种的是是非非与残酷现实
发现自己外在越是装横得华丽内心越是显得空虚忧郁。
最近身边发生的种种事故都一一指向了，样貌，是多么的有影响力。
我？
还是回归鸵鸟主义，活在自己的知足世界里，告诉自己有多幸福，算了。

想。写

2010-09-22T02:07:00.005+08:00

一个人，
静静的沉淀自己，
忘掉工作压力，
专注凝望过去，
倾听内心情绪，
理清混乱思绪。

好想，好想，
止住时间，不让它就这样，一分一秒飞逝而去。

能否，
就让乐谱永远停在快乐止音符？
上山的路，为何不能永远平伏？

终于实现了梦想，建筑了希望，
却常因为内心的不知足，贪念；不安，压抑。

不能闲着自己，
因为会不禁想起，
一切被封锁的记忆。

眼前的你，
早已远远离我而去。
谁来见证，
我为了你付出的努力，
谁来肯定，
因为爱你，我放下了执著的决心。

祝福了你，
我可以坚强离去。

在这静悄悄的夜里，
我忍痛转身回望过去，
那心坎里的一份珍贵记忆。

2010-08-24T00:46:00.002+08:00

是否真的应该停止相信？
是否应该忘掉曾经？
是否应该说服自己，你并不属于这里？

秉持的信念；被现实，撕裂得懦弱，无力。
努力抱着的回忆；被心不甘，情不愿的，一点，一点抹去。
你留下的痕迹；却像把无形刀，毫不犹豫的，直插入心底..

这个城市太会伪装，感情就像霓虹灯一样，
谁离开之后却把灯忘了关，让梦作得太辉煌...

竟然以为你不一样，但凭什么，你要不一样？
因为寂寞太冷，虚构出的温暖，没理由能撑到天亮...

你说你不会忘记，你说你会守护这友谊，
但却在我作选择了之后，渐渐放手离去...

我累了，
伪装的倦了，
心疼得快碎了...

我恨死了自己，总在对你微笑之后转身抱头饮泣...
我恨死了自己，没办法为你觉得幸福开心，
我恨死了自己，一直被你左右着心情...

能不能就让我再一次把你抱紧，
然后甘心的离开这里，走出心痛过去，
毫不犹豫的转身逃出你的身影...

然后努力告诉自己，
手放开，才是真正爱你的决定。

感动

2010-08-13T21:41:00.004+08:00

悠悠琴声，拨动心跳旋律；
谢谢你：）

期待完整版~

圆。梦

2010-06-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

final count down, 2 days.

请原谅我脱节的步伐，自私的取舍...
前方要圆的，是一个发了好久好久，却真真实实的梦。

NOOO you did it again!

2010-06-17T15:07:00.004+08:00

the right thing at the right time.
stupid xiao qing!!!
pls tell me how to stop myself loving u even more... T.T
haha..

♥
thanks., this is exactly what i need most. T.T
hugs!

silent romance...

2010-06-10T15:55:00.006+08:00

i love u...

i dont talk to the mirror; i blog.

2010-06-09T15:36:00.015+08:00

_____

It's strength that i need,
when things start coming closer,
too soon, within the packed hectic schedules.
mmmm,
it's the smells of dream,
the long waiting opportunity,
the perfectionistic passions,
the enthusiastic spirits.

i can feel, my own pacing heartbeats;
i can feel, the bouncing excitement;
and even the disgusting flying butterflies that flies freely within my stomach.

I see lights, that shines through the mist.
I see hopes, which sparks around the lonely nights.

yes,
right now,
i shall shade away tears,
stand up and work, tones harder!

by hook or by crook
the coming 26th of June,
will be a breakthrough after all!

LOZL will rock u to the ground~
haha.
here's some sneak peek.

stay tune,
for the upcoming excitement!
yes, here i promise. :)

with,
Lots Of Zhilings Love ♥

依然天晴

2010-06-02T10:16:00.003+08:00

我抬头仰望，
鸟儿自在飞翔。
那澎湃的海浪，
闪烁的希望
嗨，
久违啦，
我心中的太阳！

挥别云层下的忧伤
我握紧手中舵把，
激昂吟唱，
白浪涛涛我不怕，
撑起舵儿往前划。

虽，
抓摸不定；
善变的云雨，
落在小溪上，漂浮不定的羽翼，
心中澎湃的激情
却，
只想告诉你，
我又多感激。

我深深的呼吸，
那久违的好天气。

今天，依然天晴。

LIVE!

2010-04-04T00:02:00.004+08:00

AWWWWWWWWWWWW
AWESOME RITE?
haha, yes, it's LIVE ,
L-I-V-E liveeeeeeeee from KTM!

haha, spot the spacious BED? [and the fattening Cadbury chocolate? :P]

1st time being so in love with KTMB
thou the train has been delayed for 1 bloody hour
and the malay old guy opposite me keeps snoring.
sobs.

ops, almost forgot to express my sincereeee gratitude towards my useful BROADBAND, yes i called it BROADband :D

BYe bye kl~~~~~~
jin qing, am missing u both. believe?

hahah... the day has been dreadfully tiring.
yay, finally can have a good sleep on the way home.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!
happy holiday~
:D

Pink wednesday

2010-03-31T21:13:00.007+08:00

it's early in the morning, a freezing one.
i wake up finding my eyes swell and my heart numb, again. Continued laying on my bed, I looked up at my starry ceiling.
No way!
i cant bear dragging by dreadful emotions again. Tears manage to wash everything off, fading unwanted words and thoughts, and i grow. Yes, i need to move, alot more fast, and certain. This will be the start, i know.

Pressing down the boiling switch of the kettle, i pour in milk and coffee. Headed to bathroom and take a hot soothing shower. Putting my black singlet on, i ve decided to make my new blue checked shirt the main character of the day. Butterfly belt, butterfly bracelet [awww], checked earring, and my lovely ribbon anklet. Same old routine, yet everything feels so different, today.

I put the photo frame back on my book rack, lovely-meal note back on my cupboard. I looked outside the window, and i remembered, when we make a deal to wave at each other on the way you are homed. I laughed. I walked through the guardhouse, flashing back those time when you temaned me home, I emo, u stopped and talked them through, with me. I walked through the garden, picturing we doing assignment. you appeared out of nowhere and tap my left shoulder on my right side. Hahh...memories, are everywhere. And they are still so real.
I realised, "letting go" will never be the correct words. How could i let go, when everything are so sincere, and so true?
Instead, i move on.
I won't avoid anymore, cause i still believe in the real kindness in the friendship.
I shall have faith with me, and face the memories. They are Part of my life, yet i believe, will never be the Past.
I will always be there, pacing up my life, catching up urs too.
You will see me grow, i promise.

Met up with the other 5, and Gabriel, later. Luckily noone's late. :P Yes, It's indeed a chance, that he requested, specially for us. An expensive lesson, yet, a good one. Thanks to Gabriel, and i promise i shall make this lesson a remarkable reminder for myself. 2 more assignments-based weeks to go, and definitely i will manage my time well this time. hah, a sneak peek on the attendance list, i got 48. 2 marks cost me 200 bucks. haha, yet i would rather work on another 40 marks than getting an awful D for my CID. Work hard Zhiling!
:D

It's PINK wednesday,
i purposely bring along a super pink highlighter this time. [CS, SEE! XD]
haha.. 2 scoops of BR with 1 Scoop's price.
NICE!

a snap shot at the lobby. hah, i always love seeing myself through the curved reflection.
75% sliming effect. LOL!

How to Train Ur Dragon by 955. Honwai fetched me by 945, and we arrived by 1005 -.='''. missed quite alot.
awww...a really nice movie! love the characters and especially the storyline.
hah, the movie ended, everyone moved out as usual, 2 rows left.
We stayed, who else? LECTURERS & TUTORS! . Hah. [jin. hes there too! :P]
hah, artists' habits uh? watch movie till the very very end.
NICE!

Yamcha @ mingtien ss15.
i think i created lotsa surprise today.
1st, YES, I GOT OTP! 2nd, I SUGGEST to yamcha! 3rd, i scold *maDe*.
very odd meh?

It's 326, and im still blogging!
ah, nvm lah, since ive done my monster robot design!! wheeee~~

Gotcha?
ah, it's now april fool!
:P

when the hell shall i start my monsterrobot design? ==
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

黑洞

2010-03-13T15:13:00.010+08:00

用力抱着一颗
被情绪践踏得偏体鳞伤的心；
想逃到没有你的世界里，
好好抱头饮泣...

不能奢侈同情的温柔，
却又忍不住渴望关切的回应
那拥有过的曾经，
依然刺痛槯心...

该死的自尊，
讨厌自己脆弱无比，
却难以割舍
你曾经付出的努力，
一起携手走过，
那真实的烙印

一直相信
真心会带来奇迹，
童话故事里般的浪漫情景，
却被唤醒，
从那美丽的梦境。

爱情不是1加1，
努力就会有结局

不曾奢求多出来的感情，
只希望亲耳倾听你的点滴...
这样的要求，
算不算多余？

Cloud nine~

2010-03-05T01:12:00.005+08:00

Things are getting better with more friends around.
And undeniably this semester has been giving me lotsa time to think things thru.
Of coz i might have gone abit further sometimes,
yet, im truly glad to have my thinking space back with me.
*whee*

Today, IS MY DAY!

Happy but sobs expensive lunch to celebrate Celine's birthday at Tokyo G after class.
yum but pricey; had fun fooling around.

diff desires, so we split.
K @ Ampsquare with eejin and Qing.
awwww.....randomness can turn out to be soooo interesting!
Both are great singers :) and i truly enjoyed much.
ve shouted everything out, well i hope.
hah~
9 bucks each, and we said WOW, worth it!
: )
had a thorough change on my point-of-view towards Ampsquare. :P

WAS then planed to keep lihting company during her "honourable" drawing session by 7-10.
Yet...hmmph, they left when i was about to reach... -.='''...
sorry for being late, hopefully things will be okay with her.

SO,
gone lost for quite some times.
and finally decided to try my luck shopping.
Spotted some nice stuffs at Cotton On and have listed them into my buying list.
*giggle*

SHOPPING LUCK FLAUNT!
Found and bought a nice "feather" [my so-called-leaves ==] necklace from F21 [hah, finally!]
with only 9 BUCKS!
can u imagine how excited i was, seeing the 9-bucks-tag, which on top was it's original 29-bucks-price.
GOSH!
it's truly F21AbsoluteBargain weih~~

hah, coincidentally wearing the same colour as f21's corporate colors.

texted Eejin to share my happiness. She called me back and ask for dinner.
GREAT! cause im still wondering what to eat.
So EeJin Edmund and i had dinner at mamak. cheap food.

Eejin comes out with her famous random idea again.
Realised it's time, and something can be revealed.
So, we headed to the pyramid roof top, CP7, sitting dangerously [hah, not really lah] and enjoy the awesome Sunway night scene.
MS and his friends joined us later.
in short, a truly enjoyable night;
thou i was sooo desperate to take a cold shower.
:)

End of Story and i seriously need to work tons harder on my Corporate Identity.

AHHHH...
talking about CORPORATE IDENTITY, yes, i ve gone panic after seeing the timeline left for the assignment.
Presentation will be on the week after next and 9 more items need to be done within the 2 weeks.
AH DIE!

shd have now pulled myself back from the cloud nine.
go to have a good rest and
START CHIONGGG TML!

haha...before end,
another nice yet unaffordable singlet from F21.
ah! am dying to search for an ARTISTIC shirt!!!! T_T

p/s, i believe things will get better, if i believe that it will. thou it's still heart-piercing to feel the change.
p/p/s, hey you-know-who, truly thanks for everything and im soooo happy to have gained myself another true fren. i will now be open to u, and hope the same from u. lets work harder my dearest working partner! :D make our dreams come true and LIVE LIFE! love♥

Home alone

2010-03-02T18:49:00.004+08:00

枯萎的叶子；枯死了的心..

我望着手边还未完成的作业,
以及久未响起的电话.

此刻的心,
平静的出奇；却异常的，
想你...

寂寞抚平了伤痛;眼泪麻醉了孤单.

两条不交集的平行线
一个不能说的秘密
...

a short and random one

2010-02-28T16:40:00.008+08:00

Spent 3 hours to complete the t-shirt design for my dearest brother.
Hah, a fast and simple one. See my own improvements in speed. *wheee*
click for bigger version, C&C are most welcomed~

hopefully things will be fine with him.
and so with me. :)

p/s, i know i shd hv just APPRECIATE and feel GRATEFUL for everything.
pls rmb that, i like who you really ARE.

p/p/s, finally bought myself a KNITTED SHAWL , for only 10 bucks! awesomeness! :)
p/p/p/s, oh ya, another color of pants from COTTON ON. haha!
shopping cures everything! :D

Awesomeness!

2010-02-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

1-hour-delay, 8-hour-superduperboringuncomfortable+freeezinggggg journey and finally reached PG.

ewwwww...ISH LAH KTM!
33bucks, which is 2 bucks more expensive than bus, and 4 hours LONGER than bus.
of coz i expect something better...
ahhhhhh......there's still another journey ahead.
i can foresee it to be......
DREADFUL!!

but anyway,
IM HOMED, IM HOMED IM HOMEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!
wheeeeee!!... it's great to be with family!!
AWESOME :D

assignments'd been thrown aside;
still coughing. [ahhhh..die lah...1 month d! T.T], and ofcoz, worried about weight gaining.
YET, DUN CARE LAHHHHHHHH
focussss ONLY on the awesomeness...
makan, makan and makannnnnnn!

Yes, Awesome CNY!
:D

Reunion dinner at Paradise Hotel with grandpa grandma and uncle's family.
Boring prepacked food from ColdStorage; interesting yummy sauce specially made by aunt. :)

a family photo with lotsa relatives. Finally. :)

Had reduced time spent on BAI NIAN and thus resulting in the reduce of angpao. T_____T
anyway, i still dun fancy the culture of bainian, it's TIRING man!...
cant help, i fall asleep on one of my aunt's sofa in the end. hopefully not with my mouth opened... -.=''' ...siasuey!

*giggle*

Hui's going back to Aust this Sat, Bin will off to US this year end.
Therefore, gotta grab whatever chance to meet up.
WHEEEE, it's BIN & HUI again!!! @ hui's house~ :D

oh, not to forget a new Malay fren introduced by Hui, Marlina. :) a nice gurl, with her super active niece~

Again the zilian 3~
ohhhh, and i got to meet with my lovely MOMO platypus! [the furry doll in my hand~ yayy, finally i know how to spell :P]

ACCIDENT!!!! pipupipuuuuuuuu... T_______T

sad ahhhhh!!!
Sounded geli, but i TRYYYY to use SUPER GLUE to stick them back....
T________T...
抢救失败，宣告死亡!!
ahhhh....my red red nail!!!

following by the biantai金鱼老tipu lil gurl! haaaa...kena tangkap!

heheee, of coz another series of HIAO-BIN photo! hhahha...
ok lah, not being mean this time; those photos are SPECIALLY REQUESTED,
of coz directed by equally hiao zl~ :P

Im kind, so here's
the normal goudaiwaimanglengzaiyaoyengyokshulamfong BINBIN~

Say byeeeee to HUIII...!!
take care ah my darlinggggg~~~ hope u like OUR bracelet! :)

We are then off to BIN's house. YAY, ANGPAOO!!
:)
finally get to see her mom~ [hellooo, pui pui come to see u d~~~~]

super thanks to this awesome driver!
haha, some random add on;

my dad shyly asked "Bin's ur bf ah?"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA....beh tahan...-.='''
i said, WE ARE FAMILY~ ：D
[bin, sweet sweet neh? hahaha...]

Another date with my dearest QIN YI ~

had yummy lunch, following by TRUE LEGEND together.
then super long chat in the car. HAHAHA...thanks for everything!
AWESOME DATE
love u always~ stay happy and be CONFIDENT kay?
u are FABULOUS! rmb that~:)

a busy day with Bin, Hui and Yi,
therefore missed out the awesome gathering at my own house...
ohhhh my little GINAKIAsssss!!
miss u guys super super much!
prefect board ROCKSSS!
but hey,
where's OUR FORM's gathering??!

the so-called GARDEN CAFE!
hahaha...
awesome dinner with family at home~

WHEEEEE....JIMUI outing!

blame my laziness, overslept and RUIN the plan! ishhhhh...
visited to AH JOH's new house.
one word : WALAO!!!!!!
how i wish i have one K room in my house! *saliva*
FREE K-session next round, YAHOOOOO!!

everyone sees YENKEE'S super fresh and healthy face??!!!
omggg... i would say she looks much healthier than everyone else. :D
phewwwww~~ am glad!

Watched Percy Jackson together, then Yenkee and her sis left as soon as the movie ends to catch up another movie with her family.
Random shopping with Ah le, fashion sharings, love talks, nice outfits but no shopping luck, ENJOYABLE! :D

STPM will be out next Thurs, ALL THE BEST my dearest!!!

finally,
MOVIESSSS!! :D
wonder since when, movie become a MUST in my life.
Family got affected too, haha... Dad's willing to spend money going into cinema.
thanks to PPS too, haha, dad bought a new LCD, home theatre, WOW! cosy family activity~

TIGER WOOHOO ~~ Malaysia BOLEH!! ... truly an awesome movie!... the best 贺岁片, i would say~ *double thumbs up! *

TRUE LEGEND ~~ Yi and i chosed the movie very randomly, ladies day, 6 bucks! whooooo... how i hope i can get such a price back in KL! Another great movie! we din expect much, yet it turned out great! Simply love the kungfu-choreography. kinda affected by MS i guess. haha... zhaowenzuo is soooooooo yaoyeng!!! haha... one thing. i dun like Jay's lansi expressions in the movie, and how come a KELAFERR become the MAIN FOCUS in the poster??!! -.='''

72 TENANTS OF PROSPERITY~~ kinda funny. Another direction, not my favourite though~ Im hard to focus. "hey, seee AAA, wait...can see BB....ohh CCC......there there, DDDD!!" -.='''... hahaa... yet it's great to share with family!

PERCY JACKSON ~~ the last one at PG. errrrrrrr... SO-SO lo... hahaha..im suey hor? Nth extraordinary. Harry Potter still the best! :P

OMGGGGGG...the post is so darn long again!!!!
haha...

WHAT AN AWESOME CNY!
max wheeeeee~~

GONG XI FA CAI,
HUAT ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~

+VE attracts +VE!

2010-02-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

planned and kind of DECIDED to join Urbanscape with Ejin this year.
*thank u for motivations, haha*
wheeee, finally i made some move uh? hahaha...
im soooo glad that i have sooooooooo much time this semester to gather all the passions and spirit back with me.
feel max excitement everytime visualising all my dreams come true. I can feel it coming nearer. haha.
Ejin, lets make it work yah! :D

visited Petaling Street AGAINNNN, with much hope to search for more interesting studs.
ahhhhh..die! im soooo in love with them lately.... -.='''
picked few new designs *whee!* and accidentally bump into some interesting eyelets inside the shelfs.
the uncle must have felt me troublesome. haha.
Cant help looking into details up the shelfs, and keep asking whats this, whats that.
wheee.....~
but finally got myself lotsa interesting stuffs, rm57 for all.
*ahhh..sobs!*
but worth it!. hahaha...

OWL and BUTTERFLY charms!
*love-the-most VS scared-the-most*
wheeee... love them!

head back to pyramid, wanted to find out a book recommended by Tako.
But in the end i bump into a BETTER one!
lotsa interesting yet pratical crochets decorations,
wheeeee....
cant wait to try out croacheting~

lihtingggg i can see ur saliva flowing out! haha.

today memang my lucky day weihhhhh!!!
coincidentally theres a give-away contest for 2 coming movies.
i answered one super simple question and win away 2 movie tickets and one t-shirt!
*anyone pull me down from the cloud nine pls? :P*

oh ya,
another nice flowery shirt from F21.
dun ask if i ve bought, coz i can never afford.
T.T

random add-on,
-out of the blue, i become a super fans in Law of Attractions. hahaha.... things just clicked so perfectly. Congrats me fast! :P
- finally tried out GYM of Suria Mas, enjoy sweating and i just love the fascilities in there. wheeee, feel so good, and im glad that my muscles dint "strike" the next day. haha.
- things are going to be fine, i can feel it beneath the core of my heart. Yes i need to let go 100%, let only +ve attracts the +ve. :D

lastly,
IM HAPPY.

*winks*

a breakthru

2010-02-02T14:43:00.006+08:00

so, i painted 'em BLUE...!! :P

*giggle*

the knot has finally been untied,
with courage,
and lots of sincerity...: )
thanks, FTF~

景胜,天使

2010-01-23T23:01:00.005+08:00

210110，早上七时，
简讯上的个个字眼，缓缓敲醒沉睡的心灵,
唤醒一幕接一幕的童年回忆...

化作远方天使的你，
脱离了苦难，离开了悲痛，
在另一个极乐世界展开了另一个人生...
听说，
你很安详的走了,
我想，
爱你的人,都会为之感到欣慰吧..

也许哪天翻开旧相簿，会不舍流泪;
又或许老朋友之间每个谈话都会带有你影子，
但我相信，
那都会是开心的眼泪，挥散不去的美好回忆。

我怀念的，
会是你那刻骨铭心明朗响亮的笑声，
以及即将永远烙印心底的坚强与勇敢...

朋友，安息吧...

亲爱的朋友们，
就让我们闭上眼，用心感受那远方传来乐观开朗的笑声，
他也许就在天上的某个角落，
望着我们呢!
: )

2010-01-09T02:08:00.004+08:00

what happened between us... actually?..

love my babeeee!!

2010-01-08T01:35:00.004+08:00

yuhooo....FINALLY mannn...
i hug my new babe home!!!!!
75bucks, 1 year warranty from tesco, curve. ahhh..worth it lah! :D
WHEEEEEEEEE!!!
my babeeee is soooooo adorableeee~
MAX EXCITEMENT!
*case reopened XD*

thanks NANA~ the witness of our "engagement"...hahaha.... has lotsa fun with her! :D

happy 20 my dearest binbinnnnnn!!!

spent 2 hours to get my new design done...-.='''...
it's still hard to paint the right hand!.. Qing said, do nail painting very often can KENA RACUN! oopsss! :P

piggy excitements

2010-01-06T04:38:00.001+08:00

ahhh...it is 3.05 am, and i SHOULD BE on my bed singing lullabies...
ishness! Blogging mood pop out of nowhere; hmm...blame the very touching and inspiring ending of Gossip Girls, OR may be the unknown feeling aroused by double dose of caffaine...[hmm...i wonder how it manages to trigger my nervous system THAT much...]... ahhh..another semester is going to start tomorrow..YAAA...THAT soonnnn uhhhh.....

Remember when i said i beg to the god, to let me survive through the previous semester and i WONT make a noise out of it?!...hhmm well, i guess i had it broken... The result is not satisfying... AT ALL...! Max disappointment and i wish to bang my head through the result slip. Grrrh! No way no way no way! i wont let this happen again! .... it is going to be a short semester with only 3 subjects, YES... i need to focusssssssss!!! negative thoughts, bloody emotions, stupid abasement... please get out of my brain...!! let the positive thinking attracts ONLY the positive!!
a brand new year, a brand new start! :D

Was back to Sunway last saturday. Truly glad that Eleen came and stay with me for three days. I can start feeling bloody imbalance once she left. awwwww.....i cant imagine my days without her company~ thanks so muchhhhhh!!! muacks muacks muackssss!! and thanks to her network-cut-down too...:P

Went shopping at Times Square last Sunday with her. This is her, putting all the outfits together, so-called the Xmas Tree~ haha... i shd draw a big shinny star on top. Right, imagine it urself~...
Noe what, she got all of them with only 70 bucks..!! Jealous to the max, all the no-trying-cheap-clothes fit sooooo nicely on her! ...hmmph..but for me, not bad too, haha..i Manage to get 3 pieces with only rm65 bucks~ yay!! *giggle~*

nw, let's take a look on how the PIG survive through her honeymoon weeks~

YES, im a lazyyybone at home. But it ends when i got back to pj. hmmph... what exactly s the reason yah? Ah, dun care. See see seeeeee....i got all my handmade babies arranged into their new sweet home~ whooo...cant stop myself looking at them.. :D.... but STILL.... it will only be completed with the sewing machineeeee.....gotta thank Celine for informing me bout the cheap one at Tesco, the Curve.... AHHHHH... cant wait to fly there and hug my new darling back! :D... anyone volunteer to fetch me there?? please please please pleaseeeee...~~ :P...
Opps, i got TOO excited over the handmade thingy... not to forget my new layout for my working area tooooo.... wee wang wang.... my booksss have their sweet and clean home too~ It's going to be MUCH easier for me to get 'em out for fresh air! :D

tadaaaa~~ shopping queen is in action againnn...~i would call it, Pyramidsinglewindowshopping~
Got 2 shortpants from cotton on, [i cant stand my parents 'leteran', asking me to get new pants -.=''']... whoo... love the grey coat [rm99....o.O]...the pink singlet[ awwwww...i try pink!!!:P].. and especially the shoes... from F21!!... hmmph...Cotton On has few nice tops too! Too bad lah... no budget for all of them... SABARRRR*....

awww...not to forget this cutey pac-man bracelet from Diva....she wants it sooo much...
Hello Zhiying, finally i get a bday present for u! :D

back to the 2-week-long holiday...
Again, i did nothing, eat alot, sleep alot...
名副其实的猪啦...!

here's some gathering with old buddies~

dearest qinyi, was invited for tangyuen and delicious kuihmuihs again~ yummyumm~

met Hao during xmas countdown at Autocity. Then out together for Avatar few days later~
super nice and cosy FAMILY outing :D

As usual, the 4 of us~...
ah Le is still that attractive [whoooo...], Ying is still that 人小鬼大 and LaoYang is looking healthyyy..!!!! whooo..thanks god...~...She slims down darn alot!!! and finally got cute short hair d..hahaa..
nothing much to describe. hmmph...as usual lorh.. love, school... haha... oh, was attracted by Ying's weirdo pig+turtle..-.='''

T.T ....LaoYang has always been soooo sweettt....even sweeter than i WAS d.. :P..
.handmade xmas card, bracelet and even an ART BOOK!!!! goshhh.... thank u dearrrrrr...hugsss!
must jiayou and stay healthy yah!!!!!

Darling HUI back from Aus!!!!! weeeeee....Tambun seafood, super heart-warming postcards, and sweet sweet Sweetsss...! love u darrrr...

as usual, the zilianwangsuperhiao bin. ewwwww...

The last day in Pg was with kenttatt,kokhong and choonhooi.No pics taken. [see, Bin, NORMAL guys dun take pics! :P]... Headed PHH to visit ChinSeng... erm...if u want to know his condition, ask me personally. Well, it was a cosy night, with lots of flashbacks, the 5 of us are back to primary school again...
May god bless him.... ChinSeng jiayou!

Family turn!

3-day-trip to Pulau Ketam. Truly enjoy the peacefulness, and the kampungish experience...
Lotsa fun with family too during the piggy weeks. Tao celebration, xmaseve party, Alvin and the Chipmunks 2, shopping, 慈济《無量義經》岁末公演, newyearcountdown party....blahh..

万人祈福，愿世间所有人都可以脱离苦海。

[4.23am, my eyes are closing...]

all the best to me for the brand new yearrrrrr~~
chiong ahhhhhhhhh!!!!

full stop
.

*yawnssss*

tu me manques

2009-12-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

大屠杀!

2009-12-28T19:33:00.002+08:00

哈哈，终于狠得下心，全清光光啦~~

to be me

2009-12-28T02:38:00.004+08:00

Wondering when is the last time i have ever type, click "publish post" without concerning about the number of comments that i would receive [ya, if you duno, comments =people read it, to me], and without concerning bout the typing errors, re-checked and rechecked; even google-ing to make sure everything is fine before posting it up;since when i care too much about what PEOPLE like to read, but again, not what i like the most to post. I miss those times, when i start blogging, when i put all the stuffs up, and people keeps telling me they like it...
Since when i lose myself to the fake network society...?!

i ve hide it long enough
BUT NOW

when everyone in my family had gone to bed; when i have beers in my stomach, i think i have the courage to clear the air. At least, not understandable for you, but, this post is for ME. me myself....

I HATE JUDGEMENTS, especially for those who don't understand, and those who like to judge before they try their best to FEEL. This is one of the main reason i begin to hide my inner expressions, the feelings, everytime i wish to speak out something. Indeed, im afraid; afraid of the consequences, afraid of the backstabbers, and most importantly, im afraid to fall apart, once again. yah, you may say i like to stay in my own comfort zone. but WHO DONT?! i can say i have protected myself well enough towards some foreseen problems. You may say im NEGATIVE too. but again, this is MY WAY to protect, to think negatively, so that im ready for whatever bullshits that r coming.

THE LAW OF ATTRACTION?

it's my greatest dilemma.
i chose to believe, i chose to see things positively. but, when one starts thinking positively, expectation counts. and this is when you gotta face the risk. the risk of receiving greatest disappointment, simultaneously with every little expectations.

SO?

not to say im too negative to accept the theory, again, this is just my little dilemma....

It has been months since i have ever talked about my college life, din't i? honestly, it was tough for me. For once, or the whole sem, i would say; yah... the bloody semester does drag me to hell... both emotionally and physically. It was a huge attack, and i fall. Fire, guns, bullets are everywhere, but im too weak to fight 'em through. I was on my knee, begging to the god, to let me stay alive through the big mess that have been created, and i promise i wont make a noise out of it. And yah, it works... but you know what?
Everything USED to be so perfect to me, as you remember, when i first got my scholarship, step myself into the dream school, and the noisy class, brothers and sisters, huge gang of kongkam madness, and my dreams started, through my OWN hard work.Yes! everything was so perfect... until, i start to doubt myself, and until, i start to compare, and... i cant get rid of the devil in my heart, that urge for more, seeking eagerly towards compliments and affirmations, dragging me down to the earth-full of abasement... It IS so strong in me, until sometimes, it stops me against moving forward...

where has the spirits gone?

College life has become much and much tougher than i could imagine...
when everyone has their own worries, when everyone has their own assignments to rush, and when everyone has their OWN responsibilities, you are left alone... School had become the place to critique, to learn, to compare and to present. after all, everyone rush back to their OWN position, and start working hard for the next show time. To eat in their own space, to stay awake and fight through the lonely night, all alone. And SEM BREAK, oh, BYEEEE.... everyone back to their original life again.
Im not talking about the personalities, but it's OUR LIFESTYLE...and this is when i start to doubt myself towards all these.... are these going to last long? and are these all i want for my entire life?
Sometimes we SEE, we CARE, and we FEEL, but...ya...
有心无力...
this is heart-breaking...

It's cruel out there, and... it's real life, you may say...
Is this when i gotta start adapting myself through it? To numb myself through all the heartbreaking criticisms; to accept the way people SEE friends; to adapt myself into the world that is full of masks and good actors; and to face the truth that people walks in and OUT of your life, so easy that sometimes they dont even want to say goodbye? It's getting tougher for people to meet people with the same wave length... to share and to talk with all their hearts...Some people see you fall and they can make a joke out of it. Is this the real life that i should adapt myself into? Is being expressive a wrong thing, too? even appreciations and gratitude, a good thing i would say, and we cant OVER express ourselves? And when we worried about someone or something, we are said to be "thinking too much".... SO?

YES... ive lost myself,completely...
swaying through the deep oceans that is full of sharks and monsters, from island to island, forcing myself to get into people's life, keeps on reminding myself " hey, listen, this is what they want to hear, this is what you SHOULD say"....

hmmph
i have been a little bit too negative now...i suppose;
but those shits up there have been stuck in my head, so long that i think it's time to clear them up.
RIGHT NOW.

I ve been told to do what I WANT, without concerning too much;
i have been told too, that i need to find myself back before im back to the battle...

and yes,
this is what im going to do.

To complete the post without worrying bout any judgements towards the naked heart,
and TO BE MYSELF,
once again...

thgs are going to be fine,
very soon...
coz i believe, the soul is back on me again...

holly joy~

2009-12-24T18:00:00.014+08:00

It's sis bday, and here goes our celebrations
[ah...what a lame description...i semakin tau tau how to tell story...-.=''']
let's have a fast glance thru the photos taken...:P
[okok...im gettin lazy...]

Dad's favorite, and it has been long since he promised to take us there. haha..

yah, expensive, but, it was fun...and TASTY!! :D

food food food, and more food~

unlimited order. whooo........abalone, scallop, salmon....YUMM...

lenglui birthday gurl, with her birthday dress~

oh ya, home-baked birthday cake.... my sis truly has the gift! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,GIRL! :D

YES, FINALLY!

2009-12-23T21:47:00.004+08:00

tuan-tuan dan puan-puan,
yes i have my facebook account
finally....-.='''

so, puas sekarang?

ahhhhhhhhhhHHHHHH..

2009-12-21T19:02:00.025+08:00

YES YES YES? anybody hereeee...?? HALLOOOOOOOOOO???

okay okay....yes yes yes....i made it dead againnnn~~see my BIG GUILTY face right beside? Sincerely, IM SORRY....
a reply to QinYi, YES, im THAT busy. Trust me k, I ALWAYS want to blog, yet every posts end up accumulated into drafts. *ish!* no doubt, the course is getting tougher for me. I have tried best to hold myself against shouting out my depressions, frustrations, loneliness, pekchekness, and whatever shit in this blog. NO WAY! yah, i would rather make it dead, than making it like hell!

BUT LOOK!

lalala~~~~ im back now, zhiling is back now to her cosy sweet moments!! 2 weeks of break will be more than enough for me to pick up every little pieces that have been scattered around, WOOPS, spider webs, bloody mosquito and the overgrown weeds as well.. *yuckyy*.. YES, IM BACK!! :D

SO, stay tuned for the upcoming excitement!!!
WELCOME BACK, MY FRIENDS~ :D

life's brief candle...

2009-11-02T22:35:00.008+08:00

KAMPAR: Police have advised the public against going to the Batu Berangkai Waterfall here for picnics given the current weather.This followed Sunday’s incident where three Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (Utar) students drowned when swept by strong currents at the waterfall.Kampar district police chief Supt Abdul Aziz Salleh said although the place looked safe, the area could be dangerous to picnickers when it rained.

“The situation can change all of a sudden when rainwater trapped uphill flows down to the waterfall in a strong gush,” he told reporters when met at the Kampar Hospital mortuary here on Monday.

He said the victims in the 5.30pm incident were male students Yew Ghim Chnieh and James Wan Kai Khor, both aged 20 and from Penang, and female student Yew Shy Gin, 21, from Sungai Petani, Kedah.

Ghim Chnieh’s body was the last to be found. Villagers who assisted in the search and rescue operation found the body at 12.10am Monday, about 500m from where he was last seen.James’ body was found at 10.20pm on Sunday, and that of Shy Gin about an hour later.

James’ father, Khor Ewe Kok, 51, 21, said he last met his only child about two weeks ago when he returned home for a holiday in Penang.“He was very cheerful then. He was an active and adventurous son,” he added. Khor said he regarded the incident which took his son’s life as fated and accepted his death.

GOSH! what a shocking news from Hui.
James, our teammate during Pahang Lead Camp, 4 years ago.... was found DEATH!
T.T
not really a close fren of mine, but..still.....
it's freaking OMGG!!

r.i.p, james...

LIFE'S BRIEF CANDLE, appreciate life people!...

表达，爱

2009-10-29T21:57:00.006+08:00

五点；五点半；六点；七点；九点
不辞劳苦的夺命连环call,
就只因为一句，
“妈，明天五点可以叫我起床吗?”

哈，
将心比心，
其实，自己离家，并不远嘛...
:)

好像，就是那股，莫名的力量，
让我又抓紧了，
手中的方向盘...

我，又找回了，那该有的，坚强与勇敢...

老弟，生日快乐!

coming soon~

2009-10-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

dear my beloved Adasia09 mates,
sorry 4 the delay...assingments keep holding me against blogging..
hehe...
SOON, i promise~
:D

AMAZING weih!!!

2009-10-07T22:25:00.010+08:00

Amazing to have this interesting photography assignment

Amazing that i get to build my OWN camera
and it's superbly-impressively-stunningly-amazingly-AMAZING that,
IT WORKS!

believe it or not? BELIEVE IT!

1st attempt, and i manage to get some images neway. haha...
lotsa over-exposed and under-exposed negatives.
WASTE OF FILMS!

this is my 2nd attempt after modifying my camera.
WHEEE.... the pictures turn out much better!
:D
one more roll of negative to go!

amazing to have the famousentaophotographer CHRIS as my lecturer!!
and lastly,
it's amazing to own a
DSLR!!!!!

*giggle*

http://helpyenkee.co.cc/

2009-10-04T16:45:00.004+08:00

anyone who wish to donate,
can kindly visit to the website stated.

Thanks, and let's do out part in helping the needy!
HELP YEN KEE!!
:D

ps, thanks zen and frens who help in setting up the website.

生日快乐!

2009-10-04T16:05:00.003+08:00

哈哈，这张超帅的照片又令我忍不住拨出宝贵的时间,想念你一下~

哎...恨自己依然没能在你身旁陪你过生日...
远方传来的祝福, 你收到了吗...?

老杨，你要加油!

哎...好想你哦...

多希望回到当时那无忧无虑的世界;
至少,
当你需要我，
我有能力第一时间出现在你身旁...

恨自己的有心无力；
更恨自己没能参与你这些日子的喜怒哀乐...

哈，
如果你读到这里，
早应破口大骂了吧!?

是啦，我就是没有你那么理性坚强!
我就是爱抱怨，爱哭，爱说自己想你，
你能拿我怎样?!

哈...胡闹够了，
做功课去咯！...
尽请期待你的生日礼物吧~

生日快乐！

ps, 喂....要拍照都不带我送你的帽子....T.T 宣传下不可以咩?!

希望，无所不在...

2009-09-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

“ 你最近如何? 告诉你一件事情，我今天上报耶！好害羞：$
上光明日报，其实是为筹款换骨髓而献上我的第一次，帮忙宣传下，嘻嘻，谢啦！ ”

就这样，我冲到学校楼下买了自己在吉隆坡的第一份报纸.
从头版翻到要要闻，再到娱乐体育副刊...
从大字到小字，红字到黑字...

拨了电话过去，才知道北马与南马的报纸有异...
-.='''
什么啦...

哈，没想到我们一向低调的老杨，
就这样一夜成名！

太好啦......!!!!!!!!!!!!
有人就快可以滚来Ampang陪我啦~~~~~~
:D

哈哈....开心得语无伦次...
老杨，你就快可以兑现你对我许下的承诺了！

各位帮帮忙!
有兴趣捐款者可以联络我哦~
：D

所以说嘛，希望.....无所不在~

優異生患血癌需20萬移植骨髓

2009-09-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

（大山腳訊）大馬教育文憑11A優異生楊顏琦，因患上血癌而被迫放棄到捷克就讀醫學系。她在接受治療1年的化療後情況有好轉，原以為可以當醫生圓夢，詎料血癌再度復發，她目前急需20萬令吉進行骨髓移植手術。

楊顏琦（19歲）於去年5月證實患上血癌，在今年康復的她，萬萬沒想到自己在重獲健康短短兩週後，再度被癌魔纏上。

楊顏琦在家中排行第三，有一對兄姐及一個妹妹。父親楊亞華（62歲）雖然是一名建築承包商，為了女兒的病，他在過去一年半幾乎處於停工狀態。

儲蓄幾近耗盡

楊顏琦先前在檳城醫院共花了約7至8萬令吉醫藥費，加上生活費及兄弟姐妹的求學費用，楊家已差不多耗盡儲蓄。

她病發後，醫生表示化療已無法壓制癌細胞，必須盡快進行骨髓移植手術。由於馬來西亞、新加坡及台灣都找不到適合她的骨髓，醫生只能往美國尋找，是本地比較罕見的例子。雖然已經找到骨髓，運輸費及骨髓費價格不菲，大約需要9萬美金（約31萬3200令吉），骨髓一旦抵馬，她即在安邦醫院進行手術。

這次的醫藥費估計需要20萬左右，對楊家來說是個重擔。他們希望社會熱心人士慷慨解囊，助楊顏琦渡過難關。

出國讀醫夢碎

楊顏琦原本獲得公共服務局獎學金資助，到捷克就讀醫學系，卻因為患癌而打碎了出國夢。她如今在日新國中就讀中六，所獲得的獎學金則獲準延遲一年，但日後只可以在馬來西亞繼續醫學課程。

開朗的楊顏琦表示，她在患病初期非常難過，一度十分執著，終日以淚洗臉。在家人及朋友的鼓勵下，她漸漸學會以平常心看待，並感恩現在擁有的一切。

她指出，在患病期間目睹許多血癌病人離世，令她感慨萬分。她語帶哽咽地說，希望本身康復後可以繼續深造當醫生，將來幫助那些和她一樣遭遇的人。

有意捐助楊顏琦的熱心人士，可把義款交到光明日報辦事處，以轉交《光明公益金》處理。支票背面請註明捐助楊顏琦。

Still going? or not ?

2009-09-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

vegecritique on mon, marketingstrategy&logotypepresentation on tues, 4figuresand1markerrendering on wed, DIYpinholecamera&photoshootingpresentation on thurs, typomusicalbumcoverSubmission&ticketCritique on fri,
I can now foresee the following week to be CRAZYYYYyyyy...

yet, i never want to miss out any of the creative market.
somemore JunMei and Ice will be there too....

SO??!!

T.T

Credit to

2009-09-25T22:41:00.005+08:00

As Foo said, the poem comes from a very ROMANTIC FRIEND of mine!
:D

thanks darling!
im glad to have ur beautiful and meaningful givings in my artwork!

The poster is commented to be workable and visually interesting ; but abit off in focus. haha...
yah, i did realise that too. So everyone, please read down this way,
Z-H-I-L-I-N-G
:D

it's great to say that, i ve regained my confidence.
*grin*

zomgispenttimeonbloggingwhileimsufferingfromTonesOfAssignments!

home sweet home

2009-09-22T00:07:00.008+08:00

mom and dad back from Bangkok this evening, bringing back lotsa stuffs. They had fun i bet!
: )

grhhh....how i hope im home with them...
to share out all the joy, the pictures and especially those interestinganddelicious-looking biscuits!

ahhaaa~the shirt s for me! whooo...artist-look uh? haha..love it love it! mom always has good taste..:)
cant wait to see how it fits on me~

home sweet home...
aih...

the ring is on my finger;
coz i need strength to move on...

每逢佳节倍思亲...

2009-09-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

it's heart warming enough to find these lovely notes sticking all over my room when i got home today

oh gosh....my sis is sweet...T.T
but all these make me miss her even more..

happy holiday, dear~

2009-09-20T00:15:00.002+08:00

Fabricsfeverisburningagainandmoneyisspentoutofnowhere...isittherightplacetoinvest?...
lotsahandmadecrafterhavestartedtheirfulltimecraftingcarrier...ifeelenvytobehonest...
tobecomeabrandowenerisrathertougherforunconfidentpeoplelikeme...whycantijusttrustmyself..
whyitendtorelysomuchonwhattheotherssaidbutnotwhat-I-say..
whathappenedonfridayisawfulandit'ssonotme!...opencritiquestartskillingtheinnerme...
ireallyneedtocopewithitoriwillstartburryingmyselfunderdeepestdepressagain....
someoneplspullmeoutofthejunkofnegativethoughtsandfeelings?!
iwishicancryitoutloudandstandingupofitagain..beingnegativeainthelpingatall...BUTHOW?
Haiz...isighedagain...

Forthosewhoeverbothertoreadintothejunkofwords,iwouldsayWOW,butsorryforbringinginbadfeelings...
dunworry...byspeakingitoutandcryingitloud...iwillbeabletostanduponceagain,verysoonipromise...
theburningartspiritisstillfullinme
L.O.L

forme,itstandsforLotsOfLove~

FAB-r!cs

2009-09-17T15:47:00.007+08:00

3 new members to my collection!
thanks Ciyou for posting~

say HIII to DwarfsRedCanvas, Bluewhitelinesfabric, and CutebaggieHeavyCotton

: D
* max excitement! *

☺9☺9☺9

2009-09-09T22:57:00.009+08:00

090909，
my darling Wacom own her sweet sweet bed~
:D

1st attempt on doing embroidery and thick protective case, with denim and leather as outer layer ,redlinesprintedfabric as lining, sponge as supportive layers, and my favourite lil cutey "artist" as decoration. Spent 10+ hours and it turns out quite satisfying~ wheee~ :D

still,
I WISH I COULD OWN A SEWING MACHINE....T.T

090909,
我见证了他们即将长长久久的爱情~
dearest binbin finally introduce me with her gf.

shes pretty, but naughty :P
hey mate, im truly happy that u have found ur perfect half~
090909,
愿彼此的友谊也一样长长久久~

090909,
ive made it MY special day!
:D

deviously addicted!

2009-09-07T23:48:00.005+08:00

sit back and enjoy~!

worldwide publishing...WOW....
:P

OUCH!

2009-09-07T03:03:00.003+08:00

Hello September, Hello Sunway~

2009-09-06T23:20:00.001+08:00

翔彬说得对，果然两袋去，三袋回...
-.='''

DurianRICE

2009-09-03T21:03:00.007+08:00

never heard bout this before uh?
durian+salty rice
don't sound nice, but seriously,i can tell u,
they are the perfect combination!
:D

my hair is straight again for the next few hours...
:P

monday strategy planning and marketing training 9.30-12.30pm
tuesday packaging design 9.30-1.30
wednesday marker rendering 2.30-6.30pm
thursday photography 9.30-1230pm ( class starts on 17/9/09 )
friday, applied typo 10-2pm
saturday survey of s.e.a art and culture 9-11am
sunday sleep at home

saturday class ahhhh....T___T
hmmph..wonder how my result goes...

work hard☺PLAY HARDER

2009-09-02T18:31:00.015+08:00

shd have posted all these up weeksss ago...

sorry lah..assignments 247, and u noe what im going to say next...:P
for now,
enjoy the randomness, enjoy the belated excitement~

.............................................

okay, lets start with this :D
errrr, *credit for Jun*, the only class photo, but with some classmates missing somewhere... -.='''
AD085-1 is AWESOME!...
truly glad that ive made the right decision, and im one of them now. :D
nice mates, great attitude, and im just like being in heaven, surrounded always by gods and goddesses... :P
love them~ thou i still miss CD085-3 ~

.............................................

lovely Sis is finally here!
all the best dear, thou shes doing great~ :D
and for me, goodbye lonelinessss!!!! :D

.............................................

im officially moved out of HELL!!!
and my new room is HEAVENLY great which fits all my likings! 15thfloorwithsuperbview, bigswimmingpool, comfortableroom, livingroomandkitcthencanbeusedfreely, moreaffordablerental, and most importantly, with SUPER NICE LANDLORD!...
thanks god ahhhhhhhhhh~
:D

.............................................

as the saying goes,
when theres LILY, there r tonnes of assignments...
the semester is way crazier, whos fault?! :P...
yet, we ve learned truly alot.
9/10,5/5, 10/10, 8/10, 19/20....
i wanna say, I LOVE LILYYYYY~

TYPO FOR LIFE! :)

.............................................

shopping luck flaunt lately!!!
and discounts everywhere~~

got myself few piece of nice blouses, skirt and pants with best price~:D
sadly, i cant afford this springfieldyellowbigribbon blouse YET, with only 20% discounts... sobss..and the kitchen'sbiggreyOWL had become my greatest regret! T_T

.............................................

it shd be called,the NARROWband...-.='''
it sucks at 15th floor, yet surprisingly, i found it working fast at my hometown... whooo..

.............................................

The most satisfying group effort ever!
thanks everyone for making things work!! esp Qing for being the most motivative group leader ever, all my super cooperative group members and also all my friends who turn up for the last min photo shooting. most of all, guidance from dearest lecturers~ ahhh..thank u everyone!!!!
T___T
人情债最难还啊！...

.............................................

caricature from superentaofigure lecturer,boonteong!
whooo.... love it~
:)

.............................................

the so-called COLOUR SEPARATION,
few films and few art cards,
causing 2 days non-sleep exhaustion,
and cost me 2 GREEN NOTES!!!!!!
$.$..TOA kill me enough this sem...

.............................................

*growing ideas*

refreshing green life is now within my eye sight~
:D

.............................................

of course i won miss this!
PIPIT WONDERFUL MARKET,
which allow me to meet with all my idols this time!hoooooo... excited~
met Joan with her lovely handmade beads accesories,女女with her awesome tote lil bags and fabric handmades.super friendly ireen who shared alot with me bout her handmades and also her life as passionate crafter.lenglui cherry with her delicious cutey accesories ~and finally my super idol TAKO with her amazing miniatures and her famous pretty Audrey~ cant wait to noe more crafters with their AMAZING WORKS!! :D

Gotta thanks Joan so much for recommending me with a shop called BEADING and also Ireen who shared so much with me. feel sotouched by their spirit and passions.....
work harder, and hopefully i will be one of them one day...~ :D

.............................................

PASAR SENI is always my favourite heaven of art and crafts!
am truly impressed by all the ancient creations,[click for bigger image and u will be impressed by all the detailed carvings too]
visited few galleries and finally being stunned again by all the nicely done caricatures.
:D

got a pair of cute earing with rm8 after bargains. =D
hahah....here goes the artistic earing with BUNCH of colorpencilpinsandpaperclips

*giggle*

the long waited popular book fest
sis met her classmates
and i got 3 nice books! :D

.............................................

it was wednesday with special movie ticket offer
yet we spent 18bucks each to try out the 3D effect...
cant be said as a waste, but it's not a very good experience~

.............................................

my 2nd movie since the break.
a ride to Midvalley since it's not showing on Pyramid.
thank u MS for the great movie!
am soooooo impressed by ISABELLE FUHRMAN who can act so well with her age of only 12 years old... OMG....
she can even play the role as a 33 years old WOMAN in that movie.
IMPRESSIVE, ISNT IT?

.............................................
and finally im HOMED!!

hungryghostfest, celebrations everywhere, pray pray everywhere and OPENBURNING everywhereee..
not much different for this semester break. again sleep-eat-sleep-tv-sleep-online-sleep-read ....
i should really get myself fully relax for this entire week~
哎，病魔还真"识做"，总在我得空迎接它们时主动找上门......

got my wacom, camera left. canon 1000D?
hmmph.....

.............................................

十五楼的天空，依然不比“看车”来的有感觉...
=P
.............................................

詞/曲: 郭文翰
唱 : : 郭文翰, 林智勇, 溫勝光

没能陪sunwaycircle走到最后.....
真的很遗憾啊...
但无论如何，感谢食客给了我那么多美好回忆...
JoeyPauline文翰智勇胜光冠权及众歌手们加油！
但愿彼此的友谊不会就曲终人散....
大家加油 :D

.............................................

好事双喜临门，坏事接二连三...
雨过天晴的天空不一定就看得见曙光,
雾里看花总不比亲身体验来得刻骨铭心,
短短的一个礼拜，他，他，和他，三段友情大考验...
哎...
人生就是那么的变化无常，

哈哈，抱歉，让大家担心啦~ ....
重新出发的芷苓会更坚强，更勇敢！

2009-08-17T23:53:00.001+08:00

*berhati-hati, gotong-royong sedang dijalankan*

:P

i need somebody...

2009-07-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

人生总是充满变数，也总让人措手不及...

assignments 24/7

best buy!

2009-07-02T19:24:00.004+08:00

i did mention im officially broke rite? .... -.='''

Hello July, here goes the investment of the month!
wheee~

First time buying art books from The Other Bookstore@ TOA, BEST BUY ever~
[The Best of Brochure Design 9] with original price rm150
and [100% Direct Marketing] with original price rm 110.

now, Guess what?
The 1st book costs me only rm50!!! and rm90 for the 2nd one.
sum up,rm140! whoooo...

Gain myself a super cute member card! It's BLUEEEEEE!! =D

it's indeed my lucky day~

family will be here in no time!! =D

the upcoming excitement!

2009-06-30T22:43:00.003+08:00

guys, never miss it now!
=D

gosh....i have been so lazy these days...

urbanscapes ~♥

2009-06-29T23:00:00.004+08:00

the day is indeed JOYFUL! =D

back from orphanage; yern fetch me to the KTM [super thanks! =D] ;called eleen and ridiculously finding out that we are both waiting at the different KTM stations. -.=''' .... bought a ticket to Subang before realising that i can actually wait at the station and get on to the ktm when she reaches setiajaya. *stupid* Glad that the person-in-charge is kind enough to return me the rm1 ticket fee. =D ....

15 mins, shes finally here and welcomed me with her open arm~
it's bout 45 mins journey to Sentul,not a big deal with nice chat parner. =D From Sentul ktm station, we have to take taxi to klPAC~ aih, too bad that we spent quite alot on transport too... but, seriously, worth the trip!

klPAC is HUGE! ....
taxi driver drops us at the entrance due to the heavy jam inside. We are then have to follow the crowd and walk for bout 15 mins.. whooo.. huge rite?... someone told me earlier that even the carpark there is much bigger than TOA.. huh, VERY TRUE! :P

finally, here it goes!
=D..... be prepared to scroll down and down and downnnnnnnn
for those who love creative markets ,let's get STUNNED! :D

the X market is COOL, isnt it? =D....
it blows us straight away, we shop crazily througout the 5 hours!
Oh and Ah is still my favourite! [ex TOA students!! wheee].. too bad that stuffs there are TOO expensive.
Im blur enough to have come here with only 20 bucks in my purse.. -.=''' Ending up, Eleen becomes my ATM ... ish! ....

We are both exhausted, hungry and...... DEHYDRATED...
this is when CAMERA comes in and do its part! hohohooo...
[im sooo in love with my super oldie! =P ]

taxi-ktm-home-pack- MAMAK- eleen's home!
and now,

LET'S SEE WHAT WE GOT! wheeeeeeee

eleen got a very elegant vintage-fabric-button necklace for rm8, a pretty blouse for rm35 and a feather handmade hairband for rm22~.... shes so happy esp with the hairband!

my turn! *YAYYY*... lil-colourful-cutey chain-like accesories, rm3, for my collections! =D.... a nice yet cheap blouse for rm10!
<<-- this is a greatest regret after all. was not sure with my choice, so i decided to come back later if i really want it. Just when im decided to bring it home, it's bought by a malay lady RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! *heartattack*......sobsss.... T.T

tons of name cards! =D

the day is great!!!
cant wait for the coming PIPIT event @ timesquare~

jie, thanks so much for everything!...
really enjoy doing shopping with u! hoho..we have quite similar taste! =D
a breakthru of us rite? 1st time hanging out in the middle of semester, 1st time staying by ur room.. haha..
indeed a nice and enjoyable day with u!
add oil in EVERYTHING... i noe u can go thru it soon~...
love u always~

okay, im officially BROKE.... T.T

new lil friends

2009-06-28T21:53:00.007+08:00

whee~ it's the start of EXPLORATION WEEK!! =D.....
i seriously need good rest and great fun!..

So, here goes the 1st event, for moral project~ a visit to the orphanage.

Credits for elainne, for preparing the food, Seejek for dealing with the games and presents [the booklet is adorable!]
and all the 4 drivers! =)
aih, i did nothing for the preparation... [it's hard to match each other's time]....*sincere sorry*

neway, it's a successful and enjoyable visit~ =D

I remember when i was still in secondary school, for every giving-back-to-the-society jobs, we are told by seniors for not visiting orphanage. hmm, we are just afraid if we accidentally hurt their feeling by showing how good we are, with nice clothes, nice study environment, nice watches, nice handsets, nice cameras.....

well, I used to think that way, until i meet this group of lil kids.

Apparently, they are just normal kids! With ordinary lifes like anyone else. Just that, they have big family and lots of siblings!...They are active, they are charming and they are happy.. How lovely~

this 2 siblings touched me most. Ya, they are REAL siblings, who are both being 'abondended' by their mother since their father had passed away....The sister is only 10 years old, yet she has been so protective and caring towards her brother. Serving food, sharing gifts, taking photos, for everything she does, will definitely relate back to the lil boy.... I can hardly imagine how she did this.... Am simply being amazed by the special bonding, which holds them strongly together....

Love spending time with this lil kids. They are adorable. And most importantly, it reflects how lucky we are....
bless them the best~

upon the F-I-F-T-H digit

2009-06-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

hvnt been paying attention on the meter lately,
and out of the blue,

it hits the 5th digit!

FUYO-HHHHHHHhhhhh~
am so touched !
T_____T

Thanks everyone for dropping by,
and share every parts of my life!
love u all~

just a lil request,
can everyone drop a comment here to acknowledge me with ur sincere visits?
it will definitely help in specifying my target to show sincere gratitude!
=D

*muacks~♥*

dear 名升~

2009-06-20T03:52:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

wheeeeee ^^ SOOOO CUTEEEE of him
[aiyo..how come pixelated geh -.=''']

durian cheese cake [ee...not really nice] and chocolate indulgence [ok larh]
hehe...an early celebration. a very simple one, yet enjoyable enough~

ms,
i wanna say, thanks,
thanks for being my best fren in toa.
thanks for always being that understanding and caring. en, u really understand me well...
thanks so much for staying with me no matter what. esp when im sick and in great pain, u are always there for me.
thanks, for pulling me out of stress and discouragement. you know that im lack of confidence, and u are always the one who give me great supports.
thanks for every lil sharing. "hey, i bought new clothes today!" "wheee, i get hair cut ade!" .... they shows that im in ur heart, and we DO share JOY and pain!

feel really grateful to have you with me.
luv ya, like i always do~

finger-to-finger~

happy 19!
=D

LULU punya buafday~

2009-06-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

aiyo... kongkam mode again!

okay, SO...
this is our dearest BRAther, MISS LULU punya birthdayyyyy~

girls have top-5-pic-taking-pose [五连拍], our LULU has his kongkam series too!

godiegodiegodie shot 1 ♥ normal shoot 2 ♥ iwillsendutohell shoot 3 ♥ heheuaremine-hamsap shoot 4 ♥ fasterdielaiwangotoilet shoot 5

XD
pressie~ slipper for this super-slipper-killer [3 pairs in record so far -.='''] a new wallet~

hectic week comes to the end, time to have some fun!
before after
FOCUSSSSSSSSSssssss

nice stuffs come all at once!
it's ZCHEN!!!!!

huhhuhhh... hes cool! erh, but im more delighted to see Vivan! haha..=P

Gavin unexpectedly bumped into a friend, whos the singer of the night.
He is then being invited to go on stage.

He started on with a brief yet IMPACTFUL introduction
"errrr..... i am a student of THE ONE"
FUYYOOHH... he rocks the restaurant with loud claps and cheers! =D
sweet and lovely songs from him, nice performance, bravo dude!

0619,
it's KENT TATT's birthday too!!!!
whooo...a very very old buddy of mine~
called him and talk till my hp died off in the end -.='''
miss him so much!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ahhhh! =D

whoosh, it's a nice day!

书中自有黄金屋~

2009-06-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

and, in another words,
there are always SURPRISES around us!

we were all doing our typo assignments in the library when SUISHAN suddenly approach me with a book in her hand. She open the book, *whoooooooo* the super cute sticker popped out and stunned me straight away.

*lightbulb*
we were then being carried away doing some stupid actions~
haha, for those who cant recognize, it's zhilings TYPICAL foolish idea. =P

there are 8 stickers, and so each of us take one and write somethg on top of the remaining transparency. To show some appreciation larh of coz.

My day is simply delighted by the unexpected gift, therefore i do wish that the next group of ppl will b inspired too. Haha, sounded stupid lah, but sharing is caring rite? therefore , 2 more stickers left, and it is placed BACK into the book together with our sincere appreciation on it~ =D
hhaha...

the lovely surprise DO lighten up our boring day.
one simple and usual stuff,YET it's remarkable enough.

其实很多看似微不足道，听起来理所当然的事情；
更值得我们细心品尝与珍惜.

Just one moment

2009-06-17T22:07:00.008+08:00

phewwww....
again, it's wednesday!
the day where we pass up our heaviest 4 pieces of figure assignment and can finally let our hair down, for
just one moment

*deep breath*
^^

it's delighting to see my 2nd piece of figure drawing being displayed on illus dept!

feel so happy, BUT at the same time,
i found out that
i can actually COPY quite well, but not studying well.
aih....
DILEMMA!
it's still discouraging finding out i can hardly do SIMPLIFY figures which needs LOTSA CONFIDENT in applying strokes,
that eventually coming back to the most BASIC UNDERSTANDING bout FIGURE STRUCTURES.

*sigh*

study hard ahhhhh!!!!!
+ love boonteong and leetheng! =D +

today is the first day of my sis in NS
huh, shes now in perak, ...cant contact her for 2 weeks, ahhh..
goin to miss her crazily!
take care ah meii! T.T

this is again a very random post,
with my blurry eyes and lazy mind.

typo assignments up next!

buck up guys!
gayao ahhhhhhhhh~

=D

on the CLOUD NINE!

2009-06-13T18:53:00.006+08:00

the week has been much hectic. ahh, but we are like having holiday, comparing to DG students. huh...
all the best to lulu, to ciel, to kaiying, and all the DGese~

Visual assignments are tough!..
huh... almost fed up when the piece of figure with least effort, least time-spent, and least satisfaction is graded to be the best piece among the other 3. huh.. pengsan terus. From 20 strokes into 3 strokes, im on the running path towards
brainwashing my complicated mind and simplifying my OVER-detailed figures
. gosh...
MAX power pls...

9/10,
typo saved me back from the lost of confident!

LOVE T-Y-P-O!
love Lily as well! =P

okay, shd now FILL in full tank of oil and chiong gao gao!

all the best, people!
BIG SMILE!! =)

invest into my FUTURE

2009-06-09T22:20:00.007+08:00

HAH.... no more dilemma and finally i manage to bring them HOME!
=D yes yes yes! they are now MINEEEE!! haaa...

小仓幸子刺绣针法 - rm28.60 [np rm 35.75]
蕾丝勾织- rm25 [np rm 35.75]

yuhoooo....
cant wait for the next break!!!!!!!
^^

there are more books out there but im not going to put them into my buying list, as i can actually read the whole book, and take down notes ON THE SPOT!!... omg, why i sounded so naturally with those ILLEGAL stuffs... -.='''
neway, i love spending time in popular as it is such a great LIBRARY for handmade~ =)

最幸福的是...

2009-06-06T18:32:00.006+08:00

最终，她还是主动发了封简讯过来...
拨了电话过去,聊着聊着，又哭了...
哎，当事人反过来安慰自己，真没用!...
电话被盗，contacts全失，什么烂借口嘛...说穿了，自己是真的很不喜欢那种感受得到，却帮不上忙的感觉...

要来的终于都来了....嗯...她又复发了...
对啊, 凡事冥冥中都有安排.........但还是觉得很沮丧，觉得很不忿.....
怎么那么不公平呢....

她说，上个礼拜是她最难熬的一个礼拜, 体温一度升高至44.5...whitebloodcells 低达 0.3,
吃药吃到怕，打针打到麻了...还出现幻觉，感觉到就快不行了...
喂，你怎么可以那样不讲义气?!...我又不在你身边，万一........ 那我怎么办.....
想到这，泪又不止了...

"哎哟，你不要一直酱啦...我说过我少少会活到八十岁的！我还是很坚持这个信念！"...

对啊，你可真的要说到做到！....你还要把你的日记出版，我要当你的封面设计师！ ....
...
你很坚强，那我当然要比你更坚强！...输给病人，我怎么有脸见人?!....

“你觉得你比我幸运一点点，我又觉得我比其他人幸运一点点，那每个人不就都会幸福咯~”
是的!
我亲爱的朋友们，

能健全的呼吸着，已经是最幸福的事了....

虽然我没办法在你最害怕最难过时抱着你哭，但
放心吧，我亲爱的老杨，
我会为你祈祷，为你做善事集福~
=D
你可要努力抗菌！战胜那些该死的王八蛋~
我的心一直与你同在,
爱你...

thanks for the inspirations!

2009-06-05T22:53:00.003+08:00

this is a tiring yet interesting day. *confusing*
aiks, assignments are awaiting, but heart feel like blogging...ish..!
okay, let's settle it fast. hahaa..

MARGERET is now our FAVOURITE lecturer!.... ^^ im so in love with her CREATIVE THINKING lecture~... wheee~ hehe... got inspired so often with all the information she provides us~ and the activities and practices do successfully brushing up our creativity!
whooshhh.... am really impressed...! =D
it's so touching when she told us that we are her motivation to stay as an educator..
T.T ......she deserves all the applause!

huh....the day is indeed tiring..
glad that Lily class is much relaxing today. 6 designs are picked out of 16. worth the hardwork~ =)
"do you guys need to go library to do research?"
Edmund saves us all with a loud YES. hahaa...
class dismissed earlier and 3 of us headed to BR~ wheee

the buy-1-get-1-free-BLAST voucher is used up~ ^^
no more chocolate so we have 2 cappucinos. 6.50bucks... sobs again.
nice and cosy chat with qing and Blake. thanks guys!

dun feel like going home, so i headed to popular. BIG SALE weih~....
i have 3 books in my buying list... ahh... dilemma dilemma... T.T

home-nap-circle

okay....realising that i can hardly concentrate now. ahh...
visual assignments are awaiting, and im full with stressed. Tired though...

right, lets end it here..
hhaha..no worries, im fine!

"STICKING TO IT is the genius" -Albert Einsten

buck up guys~
big smile people! =D

an interesting DATE

2009-06-03T21:07:00.004+08:00

o3 o6 o9

todays DATE is interesting right? :P

haha....here goes another interesting DATE with best mates~

Dar is going to go Aus soon... *sobss* so nice of her to have come all the way down frm pg, to attend a conference and to MEET US! :) she is always that dai sek lah..~
we have to do our part then... i sacrifice my time for heavy assignmetns [what a big deal!!!] while vez and yeepin sacrifice theirs for coming exam. we are dai sek too~ : )

ngam ngam ho, it's 31 of May... BR 31% sales....
a memorable day shd come with something remarkable right? =)
6 bucks each...green tea[mychoice] and chocolate chip[hui's]~ yumm!
heartpain afterall....sobbsss...T.T

we all receive gifts from hui!!!
omg, so sweet of her~ to get me a shirt with printed "happy" and a smiley face!
oh, and a love letter!!..... thanks dar!~ i love u muchh...

as for lunch,
dunwan mcD dunwan pizzahut dunwan kfc... ended up,
DOMINOS with delicious food, but pricey bill...*slap THEM!*

snapping is a must! =P

the super nerd! -.='''

back by 430 to pyramid.
The original plan was to share the BR voucher with vez.
too sad that, there are no blast offered today... what a great disappointment!
aih.....so we proceed to OldTown. Another great disappointment followed with a darn wrong choice!
ish...the milk tea iceblended tasted like teh tarik, and it costs me 7+ bucks.... damn la!

neway, it was a perfect day to me! ....
am going to miss u guys much!..=D

+ pls forgive me for such an unorganized post... blogging mood has been killed by heavy assignments...+
lll________ 10%
=battery depleted=

mer?

2009-05-30T19:09:00.005+08:00

whee, here goes the giveaway game from Mer? .
believe me, all her creations are awesome!
say MERRRRRRRR~
XD

wish to be like her,
SOMEDAY......
=D

端午节快乐~

2009-05-28T14:44:00.010+08:00

小明在回家路途掉了粽子，
你说，谁会拾?!
先进下广告，广告回来告诉你~

whuaaa.... can see can see can see?? it's bakzhang from CHEW LI!!
so sweet of her! She bring it for all her outstation friends... how warm! T.T
thanks so much~

ps, YEOH QIN YI, pos laju ur bakzhang for me!!!!=P

请继续收看~
答案是, tadaaaaa

降龙!

因为，降龙十八掌[bakzhang]!!

joke from super lame xiaoqing
-.='''

hahaha,
HAPPY BAKZHANG DAYYY!!!!

over the rainbow

2009-05-24T23:02:00.006+08:00

突袭的心痛，不止的泪泉...
哭诉着阴阳相隔的思念

怀念您，用亲切的口吻呼唤我的名字...
怀念您，期待我每一次的到访，
怀念您，关心的称赞，"芷苓 ah，lu san ki liao..."
怀念您，那日益消瘦却亲切窝心的面容...

请原谅我迟来的道别，以及没能亲手送上的祝福...

身在天堂的您，告别了苦痛...
这，是我唯一的安慰....

难以抵挡我苦苦哀求，所照下的合照,
那仅仅的合照，
随手机被盗走，
却早已深深刻于我心中...

姑婆，芷苓想你....
但愿在远方极乐世界的您，生活愉快...

安息吧...

我知道，您会悄悄化作远方的天使，保护我，对吧？

...

Registration BLACK

2009-05-19T15:42:00.008+08:00

♥ 100% ♥ 100% ♥ 100% ♥ 100%

indicating the color in me
SORRY, is all i can say......

—

階

重 生

保 护 色

沉 默

独 白

梦醒时分

. . . .... .. .. . . .

心 若 卷 了

告 解

灰。蓝

没关系

龟苓

another end of a broken dream

梦醒时分

雨

please, just leave...

goodbye my love

空

想。写

感动

圆。梦

NOOO you did it again!

silent romance...

i dont talk to the mirror; i blog.

依然天晴

LIVE!

Pink wednesday

黑洞

Cloud nine~

Home alone

a short and random one

Awesomeness!

+VE attracts +VE!

a breakthru

景胜,天使

love my babeeee!!

piggy excitements

万人祈福，愿世间所有人都可以脱离苦海。

tu me manques

大屠杀!

to be me

holly joy~

YES, FINALLY!

ahhhhhhhhhhHHHHHH..

life's brief candle...

表达，爱

coming soon~

AMAZING weih!!!

http://helpyenkee.co.cc/

生日快乐!

希望，无所不在...

優異生患血癌需20萬移植骨髓

Still going? or not ?

Credit to

home sweet home

每逢佳节倍思亲...

FAB-r!cs

☺9☺9☺9

deviously addicted!

OUCH!

Hello September, Hello Sunway~

DurianRICE

work hard☺PLAY HARDER

i need somebody...

best buy!

the upcoming excitement!

urbanscapes ~♥

new lil friends

upon the F-I-F-T-H digit

dear 名升~

LULU punya buafday~

书中自有黄金屋~

Just one moment

on the CLOUD NINE!

invest into my FUTURE

最幸福的是...

thanks for the inspirations!

an interesting DATE

mer?

重生

保护色

沉默

独白

心若卷了

告解